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Before I even start writing this, I just want to say that I am still continuously working on myself everyday and I am not a grief/healing expert by no means, but pain has indeed changed me. The darkest and worst parts of myself came out this past year, however, some of the brightest and bestContinue reading “Pain Changes People”

July 17, 2020 This is to the memory of you and us. This is to every laugh and intimate moment shared. This is to every second we planned of our future and moving off together. This is to every smile we put on each other’s faces. This is to making our hearts home for eachContinue reading “This is to the memory of you and us”

It was my first Mother’s Day last month without my mom. I worked to take my mind off of things and cried on and off throughout the day. Grief is weird. Some days good, some days bad. It’s a rollercoaster to say the least. I learned that people don’t quite understand what to do inContinue reading “10 ways to show care and concern when your friend or family member has lost a parent.”

Great title, huh? I think I’ve already stated somewhere once before about how important it is to show people that you love them, even if you assume that they already know. If you didn’t, always make an effort. Never stop making an effort to show someone that they are loved and that they matter. LosingContinue reading “a blog post of simply just taking my anger out *in a healthy manner*”

Being lost is not something one should fear, For everything that is lost is on the path to being found. Maybe we’re not lost, Maybe we’re just wandering.  Exploring choices, questioning decisions. Finding, discovering, and professing where we belong. How lovely it can feel,  To be less afraid, and to be more alive. Enjoy thisContinue reading “Lost Girls Club”

Sometimes, you clown  Attempting to bring laughter to those who frown.  Or maybe it’s just an attempt to hide your most recent mental breakdown.  To the world, you’re smiling Trying to not fall over your feet.  But eternally, you’re dying  Feeling lonely and incomplete.  It’s getting harder to hide, All those feelings you’ve kept lockedContinue reading “Secret of Yours”

My mother passed almost 3 weeks ago at 48 years old from a heart attack. I can’t begin to describe the emotions I’ve experienced since then and how much I miss her. I have her ashes sitting next to my little music/Disney shrine in my living room until we scatter them next month. I tellContinue reading “What If”

I could write 20 minutes of reading about 2019 and the lessons it taught me and the growth it brought me, but this will be short and sweet. I always thought I was kind of tough but then the year of 2019 came. 2019 came into my life with death, loss, insecurities, self realization andContinue reading “2019???”

How’s that for a title? A little more bold than my previous titles. But it’s true. Life doesn’t give a shit about you. However, you need to give a shit about life. I’m probably going to repeat that 10x for the next 3 minutes along with my next statement: You have to take control of life before life controlsContinue reading “life doesn’t give a shit about you”

I totally just used semisonic lyrics as a blog title, it’s fine. I want to talk about my life recently. I’ve always tried to control many aspects of my life. Usually this does not work out in my favor. Every time I’ve thought I had it together and under control, life has looked at me,Continue reading “every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end”